My Own Teenage Rebellion

This is my own teenage rebellion
There is no need for someone to take care of me
Aren't I the greatest failure anyway?
Weak as can be, why not just leave me?
Let me mope around
Isolate myself and become the black
Of depression
Who needs light, it just gives you headaches
And the laughter right now makes me feel sick
I don't want to go anywhere
I'm sick of life
I'm sick of work
I'm sick of my self.
This is my own teenage rebellion
Who said I was happy?
Who said I was glad?
I'm very angry at the perfection
I don't want to be stuck in a boring life
If I can't have fun
If I can't have my way
Then I'm going to get it myself
Who needs your way?
I'll go off on my own
I'm ignoring you
Don't talk to me
Don't touch me
I'm fine
This is my own teenage rebellion
You don't have to tell me that
I've heard it ten thousand times
Sheesh, lay off the guilt
You are worse than my parents
Why do I have to listen to you?
See, I get along just great
I'm feeling crappy
And enjoying it
So just leave me alone
Don't bother to change me
I can change myself
Whenever I feel like it
This is my own teenage rebellion
Nya Nya Nya
My tongue, see, it's pink
Perhaps you don't like that color?
Snort
You don't like what I'm doing
Why do you care?
You only want what's best for me?
But I thought I was a failure
I thought it didn't matter
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This is my own teenage rebellion
So, just, leave me be
Go away
I like it just fine like it is
So quit talking to me
Quit enticing me
Stop that stupid knocking!
I like this tortoise shell I'm in
I don't want to come out
I don't have to
I don't have to
So just go
Just...go
This is my own teenage rebellion
Why do you keep bothering me?
I'm tired
I'm sick of ignoring you
I can't, okay!
I got it
So, just, let me go
Please
I'm dark, right?
You don't want me
You don't want this
I'm just a worthless girl
I'm just...nothing
This is my own teenage rebellion
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Why are you still here?
Aren't you sick of me yet?
Sigh
I'm so tired
So tired
I don't care anymore
About anything
Nothing matters
I don't matter
This is my own teenage rebellion
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Are you really still here?
Gee, you're persistant
What do you want?
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Huh
Really?
Haven't heard that one before
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Well I'm not going anywhere on my own
If you want that
You'll have to do it yourself
This is my own teenage rebellion
Oh my gosh!
What are you doing?!
Put me down!
I said now!
I'll kick you
I will
I'll...kick you
Stop
Please
Don't
I can't
I can't...
This is my own teenage rebellion
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That hurt, you know
That was my shell
I...I liked it in there
The light's hurting my eyes
What?
Who wants to get used to it
Sheesh
Why do you care?
Never seemed to before
This is my own teenage rebellion
Yeah, so what
I don't think it was that bad
And that wasn't caring!
That was stalking
Didn't know you were like that
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That wasn't a hug, that was...
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No, I didn't like it
Whatever
You know, you should, um, put me down
Sheesh
This is my own teenage rebellion
What?
No I'm not!
I am not!
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That doesn't count
I'm not hugging you
I'm trying to...
Suffocate you
Stalker...
I didn't want to be found
I didn't
I...
This is my own teenage rebellion
WAAAAAAAAAA
WAAAAAAAAAA
WAAAAAAAAAA
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Sniff
Sniff
Sniffle
I wasn't...
I wasn't crying
Go away
This is my own teenage rebellion
Sheesh
You don't listen do you
Snort
Yeah, got that right
Well, I thought I didn't matter
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So...what are you going to do now?
Are you going to leave?
No! I don't care, I'm just bored!
Oh
Well then
That's annoying
This is my own teenage rebellion
Are you going to always be here?!
No!
I don't want a...
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Hug me again and I'll...
Well...
Sheesh
I can't get rid of you can I?
Don't say that!
Sheesh
This is my own teenage rebellion
Way to make me feel awkward
I'm not blushing!
I'm not
Go away already
Sheesh
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No!
I will not
I will not!
*blush*
This is my own teenage rebellion
How did you find me?
Really?
Huh
You really are a stalker
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I, uh
I'm cold
So, just, don't move, okay?
Why are you so warm?
Your light is hurting my eyes, you know...
This is my own teenage rebellion
Yeah, yeah
Whatever
Don't think much of it, okay
Sheesh
Why...why are you saying that again?!
I...
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I...
Sigh
Yeah, me too
This is my own teenage rebellion
Don't make me say it again, okay?
Aaaawkward
And don't, you know
Fine
Whatever
You can...
Hug me
But don't think too much of it, okay?
I just...
Don't want you to feel bad
That's all
That's all
This is my own teenage rebellion
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I...
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Yeah...
I love you too...
Don't make too much of it
Stalker
Not anymore
Do you really love me?
Huh.
God, you're relentless.


--MovingGirl
Can't run away from God.