What are we doing?
What is our goal here on earth?
Are we driven by a purpose?
Are our hearts totally on fire for our Master and Lord Jesus Christ?
Are we committed to the point where nothing else matters but God?
I've been challenged. And I'm scared of myself because I know I can't trust myself.
So I purely have to trust the Lord. To teach me, to guide me, to protect me as he will, to be the loving Father, to be the Just King...
I have to start putting on my armour every day. To start memorizing scripture and getting it in my heart. I may never have the experiences with the darkness that I've read about, but in my day to day activities they are needed as well. I can't trust myself to be intelligent enough. So I rely upon God for my wisdom and his humbling. Because pride is something I struggle with.
Other people have doubts about whether or not I could ever be that committed to God. I do too. But the truth is I could never do anything without God's strength and his help. If he ever asks something like this from me, I know that he would give me what I needed to do it. Through the power of Jesus Christ.
Balance is a fear too, and it makes me so much more reliant on God for almost every thing. It's a hard position to be in.
But I do want to be committed to God. Fully, wholly, His.
--MovingGirl
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